Back to Blogging

Oops!... I appear to have taken a break from blogging for almost a year!  I guess I lacked inspiration. Looking back on the past year I guess the combination of countless and pointless jobhunts and quarterlife crisis (I'ts real, I've read in in the Cosmopolitian ;)) made me forget to actually live.

Maybe I watched to many episodes of the walking dead, but I was beginning to feel like a zombie. Slowly walking through life, without any direction, meaning or goal. I got a little tired of looking for inspiration, fighting for chances. So i didn't, I took a sabbatical from everything. There was really no point for blogging, because why would anyone be interessted in my daily troubles. I really wouldn't know. But still I find myself reading the blogs of people like me, girls who live in the same city as me, struggle with finding a job like me, eating, wandering around life and writing about it, just trying to build a life, one small step at a time.
For some reason I find it interessting to read about their wanders, maybe people would also enjoy reading mine. But maybe not, and thats ok too. So if you're not interessted, stop reading now! I won't twist your arm, i just enjoy writing it down and writing it of.  I decided i think way too much about what people might think about me. So from now on I'm gonna live by what a wise pin on pinterest once said: "I don't care what you think about me, I don't think about you at all."

So I'm back, and realised that, without noticing, I actually wasn't a fulltime zombie the past year. I actually did take some steps towards the better future. I finally managed to find myself new home, which I totally love, I moved back to the city (Rotterdam) and decorated my little palace totally according to my own taste.
I've got a daytime job, which allows me to have time for a social life, hobbies, cooking experiments etc.
And finally,.. meet the biggest improvement to my life! His name is Bowie and he is my new best friend!

He makes me laugh when I'm sad, brings me beautiful gifts, (like wet sponges or leaves from my plants) makes sure I never get bored (by hiding all my kitchen supplies) welcomes me when I get home from work, keeps me warm at nigth by cuddling under the covers and wakes me up in the morning by stamping on my head.

So on to the next step in the right direction! It doesn't have to be big, but even zombies keep walking forward, so why shouldn't I. I might be that one special zombie who comes back to life! (if you think that's impossible, watch the movie 'warm bodies'! I promise it will make you laugh and cry!)